A new day a new way

So i am getting a band together. It is exciting stuff. I have a show on Dec. 10th so it will be lots of fun. I cant wait to play music again. Its definitely a GIANT bandaid for anything going on in life that you arent happy about. Anyways im excited about the music. Thats for sure. I have to go to my grandpas funeral get together thing today. It will be sad...Im not excited. But ill get through that. Anyways nothing exciting has really happened lately. Just life and trying to find a job. NO FUN.

How to you make a decision if the answer is not clear?